Parents go through their lives and pass it on through their children. I had to get straight A's in elementary school, then I had to go to high school, there was no other choice. Of course, college was necessary, it was the only one I enjoyed at least.
After college, of course, I went straight to work. That's life, little girl, it won't cuddle with you...
My life was clearly lined up. There was never a sentence in it, how are you feeling? Are you okay? Do you need anything?
It continued with an unsuccessful first marriage that ended in divorce.
Fortunately for me, after the birth of my son, I realized, when I was able to look at reality and realize that I didn't want to continue experiencing this anymore, that I didn't feel happy.
At that moment, my life changed and took a completely different direction. I decided to be happy. I had no idea how far from happiness I was right now.
There came a time when I met my second husband and we entered the era of esotericism and personal development together. It was not an easy time. I was mentally and physically exhausted and weak after the divorce.
I gradually got myself together. I started going to meditations, therapies and constellations. At first it was very interesting and intense. I was good at meditating, visualizing, I could empathize very well and I felt at home in it. For almost 2 years I stared into each constellation until death before it finally let me go. I tried several methods and I had to leave some lecturers because I was not feeling well after their therapy, sometimes we even had to leave the constellation seminar because it wasn't even constellations, but rather psychotherapy, where lecturers solved their personal problems through clients.
At the same time, I started a business. I now have two successful projects that have supported me and thanks to them I have grown a lot as a person and at the same time thanks to them I have had and still have the opportunity to devote a lot of time to myself and my personal development. I have the finances and the opportunity to devote a large amount of my time to working on myself.